Vulnerability Day 5
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Tonight, I decided to count Dave’s rackets – 11 tennis racquets and 1 squash racquet. He believed in buying in multiples. LOL. Better than I expected, to be truthful. I thought there were 17.
But one of the bags yielded a bonanza. Stinky, smelly tennis shirts. I don’t have many things left which smell like him, especially since the chemo killed his smell long before he died. It’s the most visceral of senses, deeply comforting. Being able to breathe him in. Oh, how I miss that, maybe most of all!