#30daysofvulnerability2017 #cancercaregiver #badwidow #day30 CAUTION: Today is the last day of my 30 days of vulnerability challenge. Let’s talk about sex. I loved David forever and a day, from the moment I saw him, across 25 years. In that time, our passion for...
#30daysofvulnerability2017 #cancercaregiver #badwidow #day29 Running on fumes… down to the studio to move stuff around, lunch with a friend, back to sleep, two days of exhaustion and getting impatient with myself for it. Spending so many days at the studio for...
#30daysofvulnerability2017 #cancercaregiver #badwidow #day28 BEWARE – SENSITIVE TOPIC: Cremation The topic of burial vs. cremation is a somewhat controversial one. David and I talked about it and decided on cremation because there were places we loved and I...
#30daysofvulnerability2017 #cancercaregiver #badwidow #day27 Riding in a taxi with David’s mom yesterday, I was reminded of his gracious exiting the taxi behavior. Quite unlike mine. I was polite but in a rush and urging him to hurry up, pretty much always....
Vulnerability Day 26 #30daysofvulnerability2017 #cancercaregiver #badwidow #day26 Exhausted and looking for why. Like that would make this better. Nothing happened. Just wiped out. Without reason.
Vulnerability Day 25 #30daysofvulnerability2017 #cancercaregiver #badwidow #day25 I am missing holding David at night in bed so I am not sleeping very well. I have been eying the 36″ teddy bears for sale as a possible solution. But when I went to look more...